mood: i want to quit YOU
music: Walk me home- M. Moore; Let there be love- Oasis; Slide- Goo Goo Dolls; Oo- Up Dharma Down; Talk to me- Keri Noble

I am at a lost right now. I wanna quit you. But fuck the world because it does not seem to be in unison with me.

REASONS WHY I REALLY LIKE YOU

we are exact opposites yet we share something only we know

you made me realize how idealistic i am

your cute smile each time you get shy around me

your love for knowledge

your innocent facade

you make me look forward to each waking day

how you make my insides jump when you show that you missed me

only you can turn my bad mornings into sweet ones

i like that you are proud to show that there is still a running boy inside you

how you can gaze at my eyes for so long that it makes me smile and then look away

how we can talk without the need for words

you are such a flirt

you bring out the best in me

your weird way of showing everyone that you like me

your cute "nagtatampo ako" ways

how you ignore girls who send you love letters

how you go out of your way to see me

how you show me that you want to be with me

how you are so noisy and then be suddenly quiet each time i am walking by

how vulnerable you are which makes me want to take care of you

how mature you are which makes me want you to protect me

how you are still holding on and never giving up despite the fact that i often snob you and take for granted your presence

how you are still holding on and never giving up when you know that i just want everything we are having to stop.......

REASONS TO HATE YOU

i hate your lack of guts to do what you want to do

i hate that you make me feel guilty of those times that i had been unfair to you

i hate that sometimes you let everything get into your head

i hate that sometimes you fake that you do not care

i hate that your bestfriend does the work for you

it is one thing to be shy, it is another to be a coward

i hate that you were never my kind of guy

i hate that some people expect something more from us

i hate that some people think that we are worlds apart to be together

i hate that you may be too simple, and too relaxed for me

i hate it when you make me feel jealous

i hate that you still hold on, hoping that one day, we will be together

i hate that you always pop into my head

i hate that you are always around when i am avoiding you

i hate you because you confuse me

i hate you because you affect me

i hate you because you made me like you

i hate you because you gave me reasons to like UST

i hate you because you never get tired of waiting

i hate you because you make both of us wait

i hate you because i see you everyday

i hate you because you are so nice to everyone

i hate that my mum thinks you are good looking

i hate you because you somehow make me hold on......

REASONS TO HOLD ON

we have gone a long way already; it is both too early and too late to give up.

always, one more time.

I AM FUCKING TIRED OF OUR SITUATION SO IT WOULDN'T BE MONTHS BEFORE I GIVE UP.

i just want to be a wandering soul who never needs a ticket to go on a trip around the world.