Friday, October 20

life is getting sweeter and sweeter each day-- this was supposed to be my post last week but blogspot was undergoing maintenance

mood: wanna go out
music: i wanna fuck you- Akon, feat. Snoop dog; smoke two joints, get up stand up- bob marley

It's my sem break! Wooot woooot! Wala lang, i'm just uber happy that i'm finally parteeing again with my friends. No books, no profs, no lychees, no fcuking tests, yey it's all pure fun already!

Natty tascha picked me up last night here in my pad to go to her place, then tagaytay. It was all supposed to be spontaneous tripping but then sancho wasn't around, nakakainis! We were supposed to hang out at his ifugao house there eh, but no he'd rather spend his night with that fcuking whore, whoever she is! Anyway, we ended up staying at natty tascha's place. Jeff came over, we bought beers and puffed some cigs while talking about our disheveled lovelives. Ay nako, i suddenly went emo, thinking about mr. hot boy and paolo. I miss them both kasi. Good thing, nicklas, and daks came over as well, we baked a little, and later on found ourselves calling each other funny nicknames, nicklas became necklace hahaha, mine became milai. hahaha god, i'm laughing while typing. Oh well, such a good time. (Sorry if you guys couldn't relate.) The boys went home at around 6am na, i took a short nap then went home na rin.

I wanna go out tonight but my folks are home already from cebu. I was so bored to death when kurt called me in my mobile phone. We talked for around 30mins. We kept on laughing and laughing at the smallest things. Kurt's so nice and sweet. He makes me laugh all the time. He's like the guy version of my friend niqniq. Awwww, i suddenly miss that slut. She's in baguio right now, enjoying the company of those brent boys. Ugh. I so envy her. I miss niqniq, she owes me a lot of kwento. Yey, ima be out again tomara, whereto? i dunno yet. I missed this. Good thing, i'm back here in south again. Home sweet home.

Friday, October 6

how can i ever hate this world

when i can do the art i wanna do, when i am with friends who do not limit my creativity, when everything and everyone surrounding me is beautiful. Tell me, how can i ever hate this world when i live a rather more colorful and dressier life compared to those people who want to live my life for me.

Sunday, October 1

tatlong araw namahinga sa kanlungan ng kadiliman

mood: thank god for the flourescent lamp
music: come and talk to me-kerri noble

Thursday night to saturday night were the dooming nights of my life. Imagine carrying each foot so as not to trip over something, imagine sleeping while mosquitoes feast on your half naked bod (hahahaha) imagine waking up in the middle of the night 'cause of excessive heat, imagine these three scenarios happening to you over and over again for three consecutive nights!!!! Believe me you wouldn't desire anything else in this world but kill and slaughter whoever is responsible for the delay of what's supposed to be just-a-day black out!

Those 3days of my life were spent doing unproductive but self-fulfilling things like bonding with hot when i was supposed to be flipping several pages of my filipino book and studying. Since there was no power for almost four days, i spent most of my day pigging and cigging out in our courtyard. Oo tama ka. I gained weight, and i blame the fucking storm for it! hahahahaha Kidding aside, i just don't like it when my work piles up because of extreme delay. I don't like it when i'm not doing any work because i tend to overeat and think too much about the current troublesome situations i got myself into. I'd rather be busy with school stuffs and work than think about nonsensical things.

Oh yeah, a realization dawned on me. I used to say to my closest buds before that i can live without my mobile phone but i guess i'm taking back those words now. I cannot leave without my phone! The three day black out proved that i just cannot miss all those important sweet text messages and business calls so i bought a car charger kit just to power up my precious smartphone. As a result my dad was bonking up on me 'cause i was always in the car, charging my phone while music tripping. Hahahaha i can never forget the look on my dad's face, how angry and funny he was. He wanted me to do my homeworks. hullo? My notebook's dead and there's no electricity, how was i supposed to type all those boring reports. Ewan ko ba. I find my dad really funny at times when he's supposed to be scary and mean. Basta yun. Wait, i'm lost. Where am i leading you? Urk. Urk. My trail of thought had vanished 'cause of uber sleepiness. See you around guys. Go tigers, devour that annoying eagle! I miss everyone. Goodnight.